My medical situation in November deteriorated quite rapidly and I ended up pretty much bedridden for six weeks; despite my wish to return training as explained in Martial Arts and Disability: my situation. The RSI affecting my left arm had mostly subsided, however due to trying to use my left arm to compensate for the RSI in my right arm I developed RSI in my left shoulder. Due to the damage to my left hip, and the fact I have to sleep face down pinning it into place, this meant that I was also further antagonising my left shoulder. Taking a lot of pain medication did enable me to get sleep, however, as it was masking the problem I would usually wake up after only a few hours in a lot of pain and be unable to get back to sleep for a while. After a short while my neck had an intense pull on the left side, which then escalated as I had to adjust my sleep to my lower back being pulled out of alignment as my left shoulder and hip caused massive sleeping problems.
The pain I experienced over the last two months has been the worst in my life. I have had broken bones, the pain was extremely intense for a short duration, but thankfully improved over time. The pain from the RSI in both my arms could be somewhat tolerated by hugging myself, which changed the pressure in the arms. Obviously pain is a very subjective thing; different injuries have different effects, never mind the differences between people. For example the intense burning pain I had in my left arm from elbow damage, followed by a chemical reaction from Witch Hazel that I believe had seeped through a bit of tissue damage via my eczema, but was nothing in comparison to my left shoulder.
Over the last few weeks I have radically altered my sleeping setup and managed to find new sleeping positions. The pain has reduced from agonising to the halfway level of ‘bloody annoying’. With the somewhat improved sleep and reduced pain my thinking has cleared up somewhat, and I feel like I can at least attempt things again. I walked a short distance into town tonight, had a meal out at a buffet and then walked home, this pathetic amount of exercise proved to be a bit of a challenge and my left shoulder and lower back particularly hurts at the moment, which is worrying since I returned to work in the morning!
The following pictures show an experiment I tried using a massage table as a bed to help keep my left hip pinned. The idea was that I could help limit spine rotation by lying face down, plus pad the shoulder area. However, they are not comfortable things to lay on for extended periods.
Exercise is going to be a tremendous challenge for the next few months. I have to fight the urge to do anything other than the few very basic physio exercises I have been instructed to do, because I am not even healed at the moment, but I do need to do something to help with the healing. The weight that I lost in 2014 and up until June of 2015 has since been put back on, so I also feel bloated, sluggish and my trousers don’t fit. So it looks like another month of no martial arts, although by the end of the month I should be able to do some sport specific exercises, and hope to do some very light Brazilian jujitsu training in February.
At least with my mind clearing my caged frustration can be channelled towards productive things. I will return to BJJ, but as long as I am sensible I can hopefully not have to immediately take another injury break!